You must be F-ing kidding...

So today was our weigh in for week 1 of body back. I had already told Amanda that I was worried about it because usually when I start some sort of "eating plan" I feel skinnier within a day or two which I didn't on this plan. All week I have been saying, I just don't feel like I am losing ANYTHING. So this morning 4:30 came very early, I ate my breakfast and headed for Body Back.

When I got there, everyone was lined up to weigh in. I got in line and waited my turn........

I gained 0.4 lbs.

When I first saw the number a million things were going through my head......You must be f-ing kidding me. I have worked out 5 times this week, followed the meal plan, done everything I'm supposed to do and I GAINED weight? I probably should have just stayed home, slept in late and eaten freaking oreo's all day which I cant do now because I have nothing in the house but brown rice and water. Why am I even doing this if it isn't going to work for me....blah blah blah you get the picture. I pretty much had that stuff going through my head the entire class.

I just don't understand how I could have eaten better than I ever have, exercised harder than I ever have and GAINED weight, it doesn't make sense. I instructor was very sweet, she just told me that my body is probably just in shock mode holding onto everything. I wish that made me feel better. So after crying the whole way home I decided that I need to just get over it. Yes, I did this program to lose weight but I also did it to be healthy and I know that I ate healthier last week than I ever have. I will just stick to the program for now and hope that I see some results next week.

So, in other news, our Nursing 2 final is tomorrow. I am going to be so happy when it is over and I get my grade :) I am already in Summer mode!!!